Inhale...Exhale

Sometimes u gotta run away so u can see who will run after you. Sometimes you gotta talk quieter just too see who is listening. Sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just too see who is by your side. Sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision too see who is there to fix it. Sometimes you gotta let go of the one you care for just to see if they care enough to come back.

read that today and a light flickered...

*officially stepping back*

done worrying about things I have no control over...

1 down, 5 to go....

Not to sure what I was thinking signing myself up to work 6 12hr shifts in a row but clearly I must have bumped my head.....and it doesn't help that my hospital has gone mad and it feels like were "in season" already?!



I told myself I would stay positive though....that's the plan so wish me luck!

Not Sure What To Type at This Hour....

Its almost 3am and I'm wiidddeeee awake!! Well not really....I'm actually very sleepy (like always...)
so I've been on youtube most of the night and I've discovered the most ignorant video Ive seen in a loonnggg time....hilarious though!

figured I'd share......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEvNS5TzvwM

HIDE YA KIDS, HIDE YA WIFE! lol ha ha!

Insomnia....

sigh.....
I give up, I no longer have a healthy sleep pattern....I sleep whenever the feeling comes, and that's not too often.....that's what happens when you work night shift I suppose....

SN: I had a great, relaxing time at the beach yesterday morn!

Later!